The lessons have been coming in fast and furious lately, partially to help me understand and integrate the energies I am experiencing in my personal life and partially in response to your feedback and questions as to how to understand and manage your own relationships and energies.
One of you made a statement about the Virgo that at first I set aside because I didn’t have an answer to it, but sure enough the answer did come. Here was the statement:
Many believe sometimes these souls are super anxious around each other, initially; even nervous like your Virgo was. As if their energy is ramped up and hit over the head with yours all at once. I wonder if this is *that* phenomenon at play.
This is energy amplification.
Our Joint Energies Raise The Vibration
When I speak to my intuitive friends, just the fact that we are on the phone together raises the vibration. It’s as if our joint energies combine and swirl around each other and elevate the entire experience for both of us.
When the call is over, I have to “come down” from the high – it is like being energetically drunk. Well, maybe the opposite of drunk.
It is that extraordinary state of being so relaxed that you become completely open…and all of the messages start to flow through. You don’t even know where they came from, they simply arrive and you don’t even stop to think about being certain as to their accuracy – you just are.
Inevitably, while we may have initially connected to answer one question for the other, we both end up doing a reading for each other. Whatever spirit wants us to know, it comes through.
The other day I spoke to an intuitive friend who I haven’t connected with in probably three or four years at least, to ask her what her opinion was about me going down the shamanism route. I wanted to get her feedback because she is the only person I know who was trained in this way, and because when I asked my guide team for that “system” that Robert Ohotto told me I would begin to study right about now, they said to ask her.
Every time I am in her energy I feel certain we have known each other across lifetimes, and we both get chills like we rarely experience. For me, they are rolling body chills that take over my entire body.
Sure enough, as we spoke I got answers to a lot of miscellaneous questions, like why I am still living in tis house. I always think about it like it is my last husband’s choice, not mine, and that it is too much to handle, and I feel stuck but don’t know why, other than the practical financial aspect of the situation.
That’s not it. The reason he bought this house was because of me.
There are spots where I swear I see wood nymphs and other creatures darting around, or like I just stumbled into a children’s novel because it’s as if I can imagine a family of fairies or some gnomes living within one of the knees of a cypress tree.
I don’t know where these ideas come from, because I don’t really believe in those creatures or think as magically as that, but if you made me stop to think about why I wander around the property a few times a year just “taking in the nature” I’d say…I have no idea.
I just feel compelled to do it on a Sunday afternoon for no reason that I know of, but it’s a bit like my feet just carried me there. I do feel differently when I walk back in the house, like my energy field shifted.
Work Together To Reclaim Your Own Powers
She said that there are power spots on my property, and my guides told her to tell me what I was supposed to be doing with them – reclaiming my power.
If you were paying very close attention, you would know that when I posted recently about soul mates, I mentioned that the purpose of those relationships was to reclaim your power. A little synchronicity there, you think?
She told me there were other spots where my guides were giving her information on, that I am supposed to physically go to reclaim my power that I left behind a long time ago…like centuries ago…that I purposefully hid. Hearing this was a bit like walking into a mystery novel and I started to get chills rolling up and down my body.
Where do you think she sent me?
Of all the places in the world, or at least in Florida?
To the Virgo’s neighborhood.
Not to his town.
To his neighborhood.
What I was really coming to understand was that my relationship with The Virgo was for the both of us to interact to reclaim our own power.
Your Energetic Pull
Sometimes I feel the pull of energy of someone so strongly that I cannot function until I stop to peer into the situation with my intuition and clear it.
It might be them thinking of me, or it might be the situation wanting to resolve itself or take the next step.
Whatever it is, I have to clear it so I can live my life and get my work done, otherwise it is completely distracting and sometimes so much so that it is upsetting.
I sat in my car and tuned into the energies.
Suddenly I felt sick to my stomach, like I was nauseous and might throw up.
There were huge butterflies fluttering around in there. My throat and heart areas were equally enveloped in nerves like I have never had before.
This was me unknowingly tapping into how the Virgo feels when he is around me. When he says he is nervous and does not know why, when he says he thinks he may be having a panic attack.
It’s funny, when he said that to me I looked at him and asked him if he had ever had a panic attack before. He said no. I told him then you aren’t going to have one now.
I don’t know how i know these things, but it is interesting to me how I used to have to deal with my husband’s panic attacks that were not panic attacks either – they were symptoms of vertigo caused by Meniere’s disease. The point is, I have listened to a number of people over the years talk about feeling panicked and the cause is never an actual panic attack.
Coming full circle, spirit or the Virgo’s energetic connection to me was having me feel exactly how he feels, so I would understand. Now I do. It is always weird to me how I can feel into other people’s systems like that. I guess it is an intuitive thing, like another Clair.
Spirit will send you hint after hint, delivered through all kinds of people, music, themes, coincidences…until you get it.
Then the question is, what do I do with it?
I am not going to go to the Virgo. He is going to have to come to me, and he knows it.
I will live my life, I am not going to sit around waiting for him, and he knows that too.
We may have a lot we are supposed to do together, but it is very clear to me that the powerful man within wants to break free of his shackles and come into his power, though it is terrifying to him on the ego level, and I am supposed to be helping him with that.
An Energetic Invitation
When I get an energetic invitation from someone’s soul or higher self, or if you prefer, when I feel a soul contract starting to engage, I am completely impatient. I want to start right now, or yesterday. “Okay, I see it, let’s go.”
Rarely does the other person see it this way. They have their religion, their limiting beliefs, their whatever, standing between us and they do not get it.
I put out my hand, saying take my hand, I know what I am doing, just walk with me and we will figure it out.
It is those moments when I am coming into my power. This is my soul mission. Times like this are why I am here. To help people. I am finally learning to allow them to help me also. I have always known he was here to help me also. I feel 100% confident to lead in these moments. It reminds me that a long time ago I told him, if you can just show up, I can control it. He asked me what I meant, and at the time I didn’t really know.
The other person, who is typically not used to having very strong energies rolling around in their system out of nowhere…well, they tend to have panic attacks, or think they are (they are not).
People do sometimes find it very hard to be in my presence. It’s because they feel my energy and their energy together in the room, and it is HUGE.
Their energy gets amplified and their abilities get amplified and then they start shaking and wonder what is Julie doing to me?
Well, I’m not doing anything to them. They are coming into their power for the first time. Waking up to their power. And they are afraid of it. It is kind of scary I guess, I personally find it exciting but…I can see how it could be scary, too.
When you get a huge power injection, like I feel when I am on the phone with my intuitive friends, the amplification of the energy is like a rush. You can get so excited by this that you experience the excitement and misconstrue it as fear…and that’s when the panic sets it. It’s excitement, not fear…but go try to explain this to someone who is feeling overwhelmed and in panic mode.
Ever since I met him, there is a song that has come up over and over again. It’s Miracles by Jefferson Starship.
If only you believe like I believe, baby
We’d get by
If only you believe in miracles, baby
So would I
I might have to move heaven and earth
To prove it to you, baby
And you feel the power
And I feel the power
Then there’s really nothing we can’t do
If we wanted to
All we gotta do
Is get a little faith in you
Oh, I’ve been so many places
I’ve seen some things, yes, I have
I know love is the answer
Whenever you’re talkin’ to me, never say never…
You ripple like a river when I touch you, I can’t even believe it with you…
It’s like having every dream I ever wanted come true, dream of a lifetime
I picked up your vibes…
Yes, he did. It is so good to be seen. The way I look at it is, so few have ever seen me really. It is rare.
Scared or not, do you know how powerful you have to be, how intuitive, to really see me?